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So yeah I've been thinking...and you know I used to do this thing where I would "reformat" every 6 mos or so, just totally reinvent myself to try to find my niche in the world and I've decided fuck that nonsense. I've become quite comfortable in my most recent skin. I like being a hard drinking social butterfly party hard type. I like the fact that sometimes I just want to sit at home and eat peanut butter cups and watch zombie movies and drink a coke. I like my fursona just the way she is a jackalope I'm done reinventing her too. I'm just sick of feeling like I constantly have to change myself to keep up w/ everyones stupid thoughts and oppinons. Also here's something I don't let out all those old personas some of you have been privy to know I FUCKING hate them so much! I struggle with depression I don't know why sometimes I just wake up and I'm sad sometimes I let the uncontrollable factors in life bog me down into a pit of self loathing and pity so I change...which could be the root of my constant revision, but I'm tired of that and I've grown content w/ the latest me so I guess all I'm trying to say is this "Gen" "brandi" whatever you call me is sticking around problems flaws and all...
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voychael
Feb. 16th, 2010 06:50 pm (UTC)
Giiiiirl, youza sexy bitch no matter what you do! =P
genevieve_l
Feb. 17th, 2010 11:24 am (UTC)
Voy I <3 you! You made my day
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