so honestly need to cut down on the drinking...the last time I drank which was a few weeks ago I ended up washing vomit out of my hair the next morning...are you fucking kidding me?!?!?!?!?! Yes vomit and the last few times I've gone into binge drinking college frat boy mode I've done stupid shit that I can't really attest for (and this has been the last few times I've gone drinking which means I've got a problem)...so a beer or two in moderation is my new motto...and even then I'll be inclined to say no tell I can get the whole "impulse control" thing underwraps... Also I need to take a more hands on roll in my own life.  Thus far I've been too inclined to sit back and watch the shit roll in and the shit roll out and be like meh whatevs whatevs.  I need to be more goal oriented like a car and a housing situation hell even getting my license...I'm so making the appointment like now I cant sit back and hope and pray that things are going to be cool and sit and rely on other people to help me out in life (god I picked up such horrible habits from the ex).  I need to get off my fat (although hot) ass and do something beginning with saving money for a car and a housing situation...and moving to Oregon if I so choose (I know you all just got me back in california but hey I might like Oregon I dont know yet haven't decided but would like to make that decisions based on yeah...) However mucho support from the friendlies would be greatly apprecitated love peace and too much grease <3

Also I've discovered a new perfume that I absolutley adore


AND WITHOUT FURTHER ADO I FINALLY OWN MY EPICLY AWESOME RED LEOPARD SKINNY JEANS (I really wanted to buy the shirt but I didn't...see baby steps learning impulse control)